You're still the biggest people pleaser ever. You're just tryna please someone else.
Honestly, good luck with alla that. No doubt in my mind that eventually, that will turn into a very unhealthy relationship. Surprise surprise. So say your I love you's and follow his rules, but eventually it's going to blow up in your face.
And at that point, you will have pushed away the people you're looking to come back to. Cause that's what happens when you throw away your life for one person.
Oh and you can drop the "Im better than thou" attitude because hunny, you're not. You're just a little girl who doesn't know how to grow up and participate like a real person in the real world.