What are you supposed to do when you miss people you shouldn't miss? And you want to talk to people you shouldn't want to talk to. And you need things to work out for just once and they dont? What do you do when it feels like the whole world just won't stop spinning? When everything feels too complicated and there are just no more solutions to the problems that never seem to end.
How in the world are you supposed to cope with so much frustration? Because I am trying. Lord, I am trying so hard. I keep my head up, I try to keep moving with a smile on my face. I do my best to do what I can and then let it go. I try. I try so hard. But sometimes, I just feel like what I'm doing isn't enough and the world is never going to let up. And I feel like everything is just one uphill battle and as soon as I let my guard down or close my eyes for just a second, every progress Ive made will be lost.
