well, I am actually. Especially when it's 2:30 am and I can't sleep.
Today at work, I served the cutest couple. Obviously on a date, probably early in their relationship, and they were having the cutest conversation. About gingerbread hotels and condos. I don't know, I just thought it was superly cute. And they were just...cute together.
I want that. So much. The cute couple stuff. But I don't want to settle. God, I really don't want to settle. I'm not talking about how smart the guy is, how cute he is, or whether he has a job. I honestly could care less about those things. But I don't want to settle on the way I feel about him.
I don't want to get into a relationship just because I want one. I tried that, and it sucks. It is so much worse than wanting the cutesy relationship crap. You just feel horrible and second guess everything.
But I do want the kind of thing where you get butterflies when you kiss him. I felt that for the first time this year, and I no longer am going to settle for anything less.
